“你为了他自杀?我怎么不知道?你为啥那么这么傻?为什么?”他抓着我的手,近似于抓狂般的叫喊着,我的耳膜都快被他震穿了。但是我知道,他会那么激动也是因为在乎我啊,一个真正在乎我的人,会为了我的伤痛感到悲伤。
“Amy, I know, love is something odd cloud one's eyes, it can make you lose your head, I just had the self-mutilation. But when you calm down, you will regret all crazy behavior you do it. Let go, before also did not cause too much damage, just let it go.(Amy,我知道,爱情是能蒙蔽一个人的双眼的奇怪的东西,它能让你失去理智,就像当初我的自残。但是当你冷静下来,你就会后悔你当初所做的一切疯狂的行为。放手吧,在还没有造成太大的损失之前,放手吧。)”我慢悠悠的靠近Amy,其实我不是太敢靠她太近,我害怕她一个冲动起来会做出一些让人难以接受的事情。
“You're just doing? Tell me some truth in life? If so, please you go back, you are not welcome here, I don't know you is it right? Is there really such a painful experience, I don't know and don't want to know the story behind the scar. Everything you say is true, but I have no way and one of my rival in love make friends, I can't do that.(你只是在干什么?是告诉我一些做人的道理吗?假如真的是这样的话,就请你回去吧,我这里不欢迎你,我不知道你是不是真的有这样惨痛的经历,我不知道也不想知道那条疤痕背后的故事。或许你说的一切都是真的,但是我没有办法和一个我的情敌做朋友,我做不到。)”她异常的冷静让我觉得稀奇,不过……这不是正好吗?我不用害怕她会做出一些太异于常人的举动,至少现在要是我不刺激她的话,是这样子没错。
“Give up, when you give it all up, looked up at the blue sky, you'll find out, every day the sun where high hanging, every day is like this, just before you know it, you be opinionated think you the sky is always so gray.(放弃吧,当你放下这一切,抬头仰望那湛蓝的天空,你会发现,太阳每天都在那里高高的挂着,每天都是这样,只是在你发现之前,你自以为是的认为你的天空永远是那么灰蒙蒙的。)”我还是站在那里,讲着,眼睛有着一丝丝的雾气。
“I told you not to say, don't you understand English? I think your English seems better than my way, if so, how could not understand my words mean? Eva, you don't forget, you for me, even the most basic friends are not. You are just in my life a passer, if one day walk on the road, I am happy, also can give you a smile and waved Hello, if I am not happy, you are not even a dust. Understand? I don't need friends,, either now or in the upcoming future, need not. A friend to me is just a noun, an inanimate nouns.(我叫你不要再说了,你难道听不懂英语吗?我觉得你的英语水平好像比我还要好的样子,要是这样的话,怎么可能不会明白我话语里的意思呢?Eva,你不要忘了,你对于我来说,连最起码的朋友都不是。你只是我人生中的一个过路人,要是某天走在路上,我高兴了,还可以向你微微笑挥挥手打打招呼,要是我不高兴了,你连一颗沙尘都不如。懂吗?我不需要朋友,以前,现在或者是即将到来的未来,都不需要。朋友对我来说仅仅只是一个名词,一个毫无生命的名词。)”Amy的表情微微的变得有点狰狞,我的直觉告诉我,我要是现在不逃的话,肯定会触怒她,到时候,一发不可收拾。
“Amy, why do you say so? You say a friend just a little life term for you? What makes you think that? A friend is one of the most precious wealth, life without friends is dull as ditch water, why you would think so? Friendship is a wonderful thing. Friends when you feel depressed to comfort you, can you feel confused when it comes to you, can you feel sad for your shoulder, you can feel the cold when it comes to you...... Ah!(Amy,你为什么会这么说?你说朋友对你来说只是一个毫无生命的名词?你怎么会这么认为呢?朋友是一个人最珍贵的财富,没有朋友的人生是枯燥无味的,你为啥那么会这么认为呢?友情是一件多么奇妙的东西啊。朋友能在你感觉到苦闷的时候给你安慰,能在你感觉到困惑的时候给你指导,能在你感觉到难过的时候给你肩膀,能在你感觉到寒冷的时候给你……啊!)”果然,我还是用我那赤裸裸的语言触怒了她,她那个巴掌毫不留情的打在了我的脸上,我知道她自己也好不到哪里去,力的作用是相互的!
“I have told you many times, if you just want to say these words, please leave, I don't want to waste their time on you this kind of person, give me leave immediately! This is the last time I make my wa**ing to you, if you are not willing to listen to the words, or like this in front of me pretending to be opinionated, great appearance, as if he is a God, can save every person, don't blame me for the use of force.(我已经跟你讲过多少次了,要是你一直只是想要说这些的话,请你离开,我不想要再浪费自己的光阴在你这种人身上,马上给我离开!这是我最后一次对你做出我的警告,要是还是不愿意听的话,还是这样子在我的面前装做自以为是,了不起的样子,好像自己是上帝,能够救得到每一个人的话,别怪我使用武力了。)”Amy现在整个人正是处在一个疯狂的状态,四周都是弥漫着生人勿近的气息。
“Yes, I am not God, I am not a luxury I can save everyone, of course, I also have no such power. I just want to know what it is you want the heart, also have so difficult? I want to save you from a shadow in your life, there are so difficult?(对,我不是上帝,我不奢侈我能拯救所有的人,当然,我也没有那样的能力。我只是想知道心里你想的到底是什么,也有这么难吗?我想要把你从你生命中的阴影里救出来,也有这么难吗?)”我对着她吼,这是我第几次对人吼来着?我已经忘了,或许是最近吼的太多……