Amy似乎是被我吓到了,竟然呆呆的看着我不再说话,我感觉得到我现在的嗓子是沙哑的,该死,明知道喉咙本来就不好使,干嘛要吼那么大声啊?那不就是跟自己过不去吗?我略微皱了一下眉头,好吧,我承认我该去喝一杯蜂蜜水,而不是咖啡,不然我明天的嗓子就会废掉了的。
“Yes, you said no wrong, wrong is always me, always is me... I like that about you, also say such things to you, but you still like this back to help me? Why is that? Why do you want to do it? If I were to control just don't know my own mood, play in your body, or the strength again big a little, you can... Also, why don't you just hide? Why don't you hide?
(对,你说的一点都没有错,错的一直是我,一直是我……我那样子对你,还对你说出这样的话,但是你还是这样子义无反顾的来帮助我吗?为什么?你为什么要这么做?要是我刚刚真的控制不知我自己的情绪,打在你的身上,或者力道再大一点点,你就可能……而且,你刚刚为什么不躲?为什么不躲啊?)”Amy抓着我的手,微微的对我说,我轻轻地露出了一个笑容,我知道,只有这样的笑才能安抚她的心,她的心,怎么说也是有软弱的时候的。实质上,她的性格并不是看起来的那么糟糕啦……只是……
这是伪装吗?因为害怕受伤而刻意的用这样的性格来伪装自己吗?为什么要这么做?这张倔强的面孔背后到底隐藏着一个怎么样的故事?又是什么样的挫折让她变得如此的生人勿近?她说她没有朋友,她一个朋友也没有,这又是为什么呢?
“Amy, what things are you not telling us, why? You said you are not a friend, is this why? Because you are stubbo**? Or what? What about your parents?(Amy,你到底有什么事情是瞒着我们的,到底为什么?你说你一个朋友都没有,这是为什么?因为你的倔强吗?还是怎样?你的父母呢?)”我拉着Amy的手,轻轻地问出口,Amy马上的就垂下了眼眸,似乎在这件事情上,她不想要透露太多的信息,但是又是一件什么样的事情,让这个相貌婷婷的女孩子变得如此的……还要用自己也讨厌的性格来伪装自己?
“Originally...... I also have a happy family like normal children, but... Because of an accident, a brutal car accident, it took my mother's life, deeply in love with my mother's father in that period of time is so sad. He took care of me, carefully take care of me, desperate to pay for me. But what surprised me is, in the mother after the death of half a year later, his father had brought a woman I do not know to come home.(原本……我也有一个和平常的小朋友一样的幸福快乐的家庭,但是……就是因为一场车祸,一场无情的车祸,它夺去了我母亲的生命,深爱着我母亲的父亲在那一段时间是那么的悲痛欲绝。他照顾我,细心的照顾我,不顾一切的为我付出。但是让我感到诧异的是,在母亲死后的半年后,父亲竟把一个我不认识的女人带到了家里来。)”她一开始说话的时候,样子是那么的柔和,似乎在回忆这一段多么美好的回忆,但是,越往后面说,她的表情就越变得狰狞。后来,还微微的带着怒气。我静静的看着她,我知道,这只是故事的开始。
“In my heart, I think the most beautiful woman is my mom, but dad brought back that aunt is so beautiful, even more beautiful than mother. The first time I saw that she was fascinated by her, yeah, who wouldn't infatuated by her? How beautiful a person, in the near future, that aunt and dad got married. Before they got married, that aunt to me how good it is, what good things would leave me, so when my father offered to marry her, I also slightly agreed. But... Change......(在我心里,我觉得最漂亮的女人就是我的妈妈,但是爸爸带回来的那个阿姨好漂亮,甚至比妈妈还要漂亮。我第一次见她就被她迷住了,是啊,谁不会被她迷住呢?多漂亮的一个人,在不久之后,爸爸和那个阿姨结婚了。在她们结婚之前,那个阿姨对我是多么的好,什么好的东西都会留给我,所以在爸爸提出要娶她的时候,我也轻轻地答应了。但是……好景不长……)”她又接着说,语气变得有点奇怪,似乎勾起什么不愉快的回忆,但是停顿了一下,待心情平复了一些,又开始说,她现在是坐在她自己的那张微型沙发上的。
“After dad got married, precisely to remarry after 2 months, my stepmother, which is what you just said that aunt, her attitude to me is already bad. She always let me do this do that every day, all let me do housework themselves there is watching TV. Every time my heart is so uncomfortable, but still do it. When dad came back, she will put on his act of like feeling good to me, also threatened me that if I told him all this, she will kill me -- like this, the young can I don't even dare to speak, so has been hold in your mind.(在爸爸结婚后的,准确的说是再婚后的第二个月,我的继母,也就是刚刚所说的那个阿姨,她对我的态度已经开始不好了。她每天总是让我做这个做那个的,家务活全部都让我做,自己却在那里优哉游哉的看电视。我心里每次都是那么的难受,但是还是做了。没当爸爸回来了,她就会跟我装的好像感情很好的样子,还威胁我说假如我告诉爸爸这一切,她就会打死我——这样子,年幼的我根本就不可能敢说出口啊,所以一直在心里憋着。)”Amy的眼睛上已经微微的露出了一点点的泪珠,我知道,这是一段非常不好的回忆,她的语速开始减慢,我能很清楚的听明白她在说什么,我递给她一张纸巾,她擦了一下眼角的泪,向我笑了一笑之后继续说,虽然声音已经开始有些许的哽咽。
“In the know later, also has been a year they remarried, my life began to become enslaved. School days, she in addition to let me go to school, don't let me go to any place, even in school, she is also arranged for someone to pick up my, in order to not let myself a person running. Over the weekend, she didn't even my only free time she took a day, in order to help her maintain her image of good wife, to help her do the housework, to accompany her acting for dad. I'm fed up with this life, my friends are gradually left me because of this, I...(在知道后来,也已经是他们再婚后一年的事情了,我的生活开始变得奴隶化。上学的日子,她除了让我去学校,不让我去任何的地方,就连放学,她也是安排了一个人来接送我的,为的就是不让我自己一个人乱跑。周末,她连我唯一的一天自由时间她都夺去了,为的就是帮她维持她好太太的形象,帮她做家务,陪她演戏给爸爸看。我受够了这样的生活,我的朋友们因为这样而渐渐的离开了我,我……)”她的泪不停地往下掉,纸巾已经完全止不住那些泪了。她微微的哽咽着,说不下去了。